Saturday, February 10, 2007

no. i am not drunk now; i cannot afford to.

thank God i wasn't. otherwise how is she gonna handle the situation alone just now?



"how come you not anxious one? she's your sister leh..."

replies:
"i am trying to not be anxious..." (said)
"am i my sister's keeper? " (in my heart.)


was facing my set of downs this week, and i really couldn't at that point in time help her... not that i don't want to...but how? if i comfort her, she will still be the same, if i don't say anything, she thinks that i don't care... if i scold her... she'll think i am nagging. might as well keep quiet.

don't feel like talking to anyone about my personal life. after all, i am meant to be used, isn't it? was used on monday, on tuesday, on wednesday, on thursday... and today... kok hong talked about me being foolish of always being taken advantage of... but what can i do? i am surrounded with people who were never grateful to what kindness people can do for them.


was trying to talk, but was anyone listening? forget it man. i don't need another person to tell me how great they are. i just need someone to tell him/her how weak i am.





"no one knows my name..." - a song.


tim.
Posted by Timo-mo at 12:40 AM